Monday, June 14, 2010


I am so bummed right now. I applied for a job as a video shop assistant last week and I got invited for an interview, but I had to turn it down because of the hours and the location. It is about 30minutes drive away and I would have to work till 23:00 at night. I wouldn't mind. It's a job, but I don't have my own car and my brother said that there is no way, I could borrow his.

I didn't mind that it wasn't a fancy job or anything, but at least I wouldn't have been another, unemployed, over ambitious writer. At least that's how my mom sees me. But I think it is OK to be a dreamer. Dreams keep you alive.

Not quite myself

I have no idea why, but I have not been feeling like myself. Even being in my own skin feels alien.  The good news is that I still managed t...